i'm crying n dying wishing that i could turn back the time

i'm falling into the hole.. hold me n i'll reach out for you.. mayb i was too lost that it make me ended up lyk tis. i'm crying n dying wishing that i could turn back the time n do it better. it was too late.. spending 235 ringgit on that paper wasnt easy, hurting deep inside my heart though. i'm falling so deeepp inside don't know when i could stand up again...